today i guess im happy ba..cos pay is out ^^ and i finally paid my bills..
not scare it will cut off again..like always do..
total spent on bills was $200 and i still owe my grandma $200 for last months bill..
bought a hse phone..finally after so long..i finally got a hse phone ^^
but the bills is all on me..i felt so tired and stress..full of bills..
money money money..i need earn damn alot..



but i dont want just work through out my life..i also want something that money cant buy..
but no money there is nth i can do or to have..cos now money is my everything..

today the transport uncle didnt send me home straight after work..
he went Orchard to pick others..first time..feel kinda weird but it was something new..

feel very moody i think..feel like vomiting and sick..
but who cares right..is you not me..why i care..even frenz only like oh..then take care lor..
what else you want..Lol..humans..

anyway took a few pics of my new hse phone..i guess i'll slowly earn the things i think i should have long ago..
slowly ba..im really sick and tired of keep starting from the start..doing things over and over again..
really kills me a lot..so tired..want be like last time..
jus like a small kid..someone there for me..

dream on..haha XD
how old ler..still want act like a small kid..grow up..
the world wont wait for you..
need see a doctor..a doctor that can heals me..but is expensive..

this is a fly..found in Junction 8..and its suppose to post on ytd's post..
but i think this few days im a bit lost..so forgot abt this..
no matter how hard we want chase off this fly..it just wont even move..
damn funny..so i took a close shot ^^