i now damn no mood..no bcos of work..but is something else..
is not a thing..is someone..im actually very hungry but i dont feel like eating..
but i have to finish the soup my grandma made before i start blogging..

i've went read through all her frenz blog..maybe you think im such an ass..
anyhow go ppl's blog..but im really worry and i care..
but all her frenz blog didnt post anything abt her..

so now im still kinda feeling lost..
feeling so lonely..feeling so helpless..want make her feel happy but i think end up make things worst..
i seriously didnt mean it..i reach home my father was using my comp..
the tone i talk to him that i want use comp is really harsh..
but i dont care..i just want see is she still online..

went to this guy's blog..saw her tag him..
words that makes me feel mad..but i think is me thinking too much..
so long..really so long..i've nv felt this way since like nearly a year..
but is not that i dont want or dont like..
but i believe this is call love..i've fall in love once again..

kill me please..can anyone tell me what is she doing now..?
how is her now..? is she okie..? so many questions but no one to answer..
being paraonid is what i do best..but is the thing that she dont like..
gosh~ God take this away from me..cos i want be with her..