i feel so boring and tired..
so many things to do but so little help..
need to pay off debts and so little i can earn..

and need to do RT yet my working place not trying to help me..
changing my shift to morning but still left 3days will crash with my working time..
its hard to change off day then to change to night shift..

i dont even feel like working hard anymore..
working so hard yet nothing in return..
seriously..i've work so hard and i cant get to enjoy..

what kind of life is awaiting for me..
or how worst can it get..