Didnt blog for awhile..
busy Mapling ^^
but didnt reach Lvl 90 before 2x EXP ends =(

anyway last Saturday when i was working..
Mommy and Sammi and Joan came over to my working place and look for me ^^
im so happy ugh..although not much ppl visit me when i work..

but i think is enough..lets see how many ppl came look for me while im working..
Shi Fu~
Andy~
Yong Liang~
Mommy~
Sammi~
Joan~

if im not wrong thats abt it..
anyway~ after i finish work..i went out with mommy and sammi~
after a super duper long time..
cos we all are working different jobs and our off day is different too~

we went to Party World KTV..
this is the place where we will go most of the MONTH END..
but not anymore ler..but its okie..
cos we went there once again ^^
took some pics..and i still sing like..nvm..lets not talk abt it..

guess who is that~ haha XD

Sammi and Mommy~

me and mommy taking pics..


Sammi and Mommy..starting sammi was asking why suddenly we want take pics..
but i didnt tell her why..cos my blog..but they thought i wanted post at my Facebook..
anyway its the same ^^



and you know what i've found..check this out..
do you know what is this..and guess where i found it..
its at Party World KTV for foot massage..cool right~

and the most funny part is 3 of us was almost falling aslp at 4am..
cos we all nv have fun until 6am ler..
how i miss the times when we all still working tgt..

and when i thought happy moments was getting on my hands..
haiz~ dont say ler..bcos of that stupid spamming..
i almost lost my job..couldnt understand..
who is the brainless one now~
lucky i didnt lose my job..if not so smart eat air ugh..

yAwN~

happy time always so fast end..

have to wait for my COMING OFF days..

past days is so boring..

only that 1 special day..i got the chance to go out..

went with my working frenz ^^

to catch Lasksa Steamboat..i think thats how they call it..

saw that MLM guy again..outside when we are moving off to have our dinner..

he thought i didnt see him..

is just i dont want let him know i saw..

he say until he earn so much then why were he wants me to earn too..

anyway went out with Andy to catch a Movie its call Gamer..

best show..seriously..but its M18 so too bad for under age ppl ^^

and the rest of my time is on MapleSea ^^

waiting for 21st till 23rd have to CHIONG all the way..

and 24th is Andy's Birthday..

finally i have events in my list ^^

just came back from a very good and nice movie ^^

after such a long time..finally i've catch it..haha XD

watched Gamer..nice..but too bad its M18

so those under age too bad ^^

although is with a guy..but its better then no one right ^^

today have a walk in town..there is so much things i want to buy lar..

and someone to be with me lar..but all takes time..

and time can make everything move..

or maybe using the time to make things better in life..

even if dont..time still move..

so let us pray for the Good and await for the Worst ^^

Time Check - 4.18am

a time that i should be fast a slp..

but im in front of my comp ^^

working in 4hours time..

i thought today she wont sms me..

but i was wrong =S

so does that sound that maybe i have chance..?

nope..not at all..cos while she was sms me..

she was with her dear..

i rmb i use to do that but not anymore i guess..

i was outside alone with the wind blowing strong..

and her falling aslp while i was outside waiting for her to wake up..

waited for nearly 6hours..and every minute i tell myself if i leave now..

what if she wakes up and im not there..

and there is my 6hours of waiting..

she dont rmb cos i once told her this..

but its okie..its always in my mind ^^

maybe im just too old for her ugh..

but age doesnt matter i guess..

cos that ass is only 1yr younger then me..

what to do..just have to thank God she was in my life for sometime..

6hours i've waited..and now is almost a yr since we walk our own ways..

still waiting..still no change..im still telling myself..what if she regret and wants to come back..

i cant just leave..anyway life is never fair..

so off i go..to a place where i can live..

Ciaoz~ to me slp..maybe 1 day..just 1 day..

she will regret for life..even thought is 10yrs or 100yrs later..

as long she know..i was the right 1 for her..

but no time will wait..

even if i give my life waiting..is pointless..

cos no time or chance will wait..

hey yO~

after an hour's waiting inside the bus to even move out of Bugis..

is damn tiring..i finish my work at 8pm but reach home at 9.35pm..

but i left work place at 8.30pm ^^

so long nv go drink..today wake up i almost faint..

is like i can no longer drink..

reach work i cant even work well..

partly not feeling well..and was waiting for her to sms me..

although i know is a wont..

cos there is no reason she will want to lay in my arms once again..

cos if she does at the first place she wouldnt have left..

everytime i want totally forget abt her..

there is always 1 thing hold me back..what if she regret and come back..

but who knows when she will come back or even worst wont even come back..

no one knows..even if God Knows..he wont say..

but if i dont forget her it makes me live my days in pain..

although love her i must let her have her happiness..

but LOVE is a selfish thing..

all i can rmb is the happy times until this ass snatch her away from me..

but all she can rmb is the happy times with that ass and the bad times with me..

haiz..i wonder..wonder when will she regret for leaving me..

I WANT MOVE ON..

but there is different kind of thing holding me back..

ARH..!i!

its been weeks since i last post..

busy Mapling..dont want think so much but just worry abt Maple..

but ytd something happen once again..

my Ex msn and sms me..

and you know what..the same old thing happen..

not we fight..but i went to drink..

last time i use to go drink at M bar..whenever she contact me..

cos i only left with making me drunk to not think of her..

although in my heart she is always 14..

but she stands almost all my heart..

things i promise her i didnt keep..

but my love for her is always there..

i dont know why..but whenever she contact me im always at M Bar..

and always will have someone to ask me go..

so when i was there..we will smsing..

i given her my blog link..

cos to me..i know she wont come back to me..

no point if i edit it cos is so fake..

but she said my blog is all abt Toilet Paper..

yea~ anyway since now..

i've receive quite alot of hurt..

and its my turn to do so too..

but im sorry..

i just trying to find someone else to forget 14..

since the day she left..its almost a year..

and everything was kept in my heart..

i cant let it out or to cry out..

until pass few days..

i just dont know what is on her mind..

she said my blog is all the things that is on my mind..

but i've also said i think..

this blog is suppose to be a place where i voice out my feelings..

but due to ppl is visiting..i cant really say it out..

so there is still things kept and this blog is not fully real..

all i asked is her to trust me..

even if i lie..it was for me and 14 to be together or stay forever..

just now at M Bar..i really want cry..but i cant..

i want make myself drunk but i just wont..

last time she always said..

she understand me more then i understand her..

but you know what..i think im more then she ever understand..

what i am or what i've become is at my facebook..

the quiz that i've done..since last time..and that is cant fake..

to ppl i may look flirt..but deep down in my heart that is only 1..

she said i neglect her so she left..

even if she comes back to me NOW..

im working..i think she will leave me once again..

in this world which guy dont look at girls..

im a normal man of cos i look and think..

but when time to go home..my eyes is only to my wife..

this post i bet is the longest i've posted..

im not very clear now..partly of my body is numb..

but im not drunk..i've try all i've got to sms her..

but heaven knows if she will come back..

is all abt believe and trust ba..

if other ppl's words or things is worth her trust then mine..

then there is nth and i mean NTH i can say or do to touch her..

Laopo i can rmb all the things that we once been through..

and i Love you nth less since the day we are together..