hmmm~ again few days didnt blog i think..haha XD kinda lost track of time..
ytd sunday went for the Last day of Tea Class..
and Friday will be having the Exam..omg~
its so hard for God Sake..really damn hard..

then after that went home and waiting for the night party..
to Celebrate Wellin's Birthday..went to Nana pub..
actually was 7 of us..but 3 didnt make it at the very last minute..
so end up only left 4 of us..but it was still fun ^^

some pics on that day night..
we 4 open a Thai Voka..and got a Sofa Sit ^^ after so long since i last came..
that was before my bro Andy's Birthday..he celebrate early cos he going NS..

birthday girl..

there..the 4 of us..

birthday cake ^^

i look damn ugly omg~

this pic was suppose to be 4 of us..but my skill still sux..end up 3 of them =(

bOoM~ Fire Power..if you got watch Night at Museum 2
Wellin took de..i think she drunk ler..haha XD

Wooo~ cool right..welcome Jon Chia~
my type not Jay Chou if i never spell wrongly =X

Ah Yap~ wear Wellin's Sun Glass trying act me~
not bad ugh..haha XD

yup yup~ look like some Gangster..but im sorry..im under Mafia~
joking neh..haha XD
i so innocent how to be that~

yea yea~ after so many days nv blog ler..
due to father using my computer and i was tired after so much things~
and today although im also tired but..if i dont blog..i will totally stop blogging..

i cant really rmb what happen for the pass few days..
but anyway today i ate 2 bowls of food~
damn hungry..almost late for class but i didnt..


this is what i ate ^^


Shikin and Ida share..omg~ so little lar..girls ( i roll my eye balls )


and this 2 is Weillin and Peggy..
Peggy i dont know where de..but Weillin is my store de..she also copy me ate 2 bowls~

then went back work..after the class..
was busy when i and Weillin went back..
but only i was in Full Uniform..so Shereen asked me start work now..
i know is bad to ask izzit my pay start at the time i work as in 5.30pm instead of 6.30pm which the roaster plan..but anyway i jus want to know ma..but i scare..so i put here ^^

only for awhile i find that i start to like Orchard Central cos was busy and alot ppl working..
but happy times always ends fast..so yup yup~

and today finally my hse phone is been used by me again..after so long..
although it wasnt a happy moment..
but im still happy after so long ^^ since like its forever..
and there is a very serious problem with me..but i just cant change ma..
haiz..give me up ler ma..?

and tml we will be going out to celebrate Weillin's Birthday..not going to tell you how young is her..
cos i believe female's age is top secret ba~

Woop~ it was a long day for me ^^
woke up damn early..like around 8am and prepare for the Exam at HQ at 10am..
i reach outside HQ like 9.30am damn early right..but i went in 9.50am..
cos i was stuck inside toilet..haha XD so scare ugh..

then during the assessment Laynah ( if i didnt spell wrongly ) was the one test me..
although i know im a bit lousy..so is like i spent a little bit more time then others..
which is ppl take by Lawrence will end or finish earlier by a bit..

anyway i had a competent for the assessment..haha XD
then after mine i waited for Shikin and Ida for lunch..
when as i thought i can finally go eat..Ida was like : I want take photo of Lawrence le..
then Shikin was like : ugh..okie ugh..haha XD come come..
then there was no one to look what reaction i had..so i jus follow..

okie this was the better one out of the other..
so ya~ everyone is like smiling but me..that's me ^^
anyway after a few takes then Ida and Shikin was like : okie thank you ^^ lets go ba~
and i was like at there talking to myself..

i was like : eRm~ shall we also ask Laynah to take pic too~
no one care what i was talking lar..so sad sia..Lawrence got more handsome then me o.O?
anyway i still did put Shikin and Ida back to take with Laynah ^^ pro right i think so too~ haha XD

okie this was also the better one out of the other ^^
and when we went back to ask her to have a pic with us..she was like : i take pic ugly dont want..
but still she was trying her best to take with us ^^


then after that we went to Tiong Brahur Plaza and walk walk..
cos this 2 Ladies never been to there so ya~
the best part with they 2 went in More Then Words..
and the shop ppl was like looking at them and they didnt even know lar..
still play with the bear bear omg~

then went had lunch tgt at Long John Sliver i think..haha XD
i meant the spelling..then after the meal we went back to work..
only Ida no work..so she went home i think ^^ not sure..
i drop first..then went back start work early..

now i feel im having loads of stress..
need rmb alot things at work and need move myself so i can make it to promo if there is chance..
although i know is still too early for me..but im already 21..

and now my feeling is like a bit want give up and just forcus on work..
cos i find there is nth for me to carry on waiting or even fight for what i want anymore..
maybe im just being selfish or what so ever..
i want to land at an island..but is like all also dont want me =(

haiz so sad right haha XD what to do thats life right..
didnt smoke for today..actually you can count as 2days..
i think i type too long..anyway i also wont even read lor..so long so lazy..haha XD
thats all lar..no one understands me..kill me please..!i!

hmmm~ today so sad~
whole night im so lonely..then end up i have to sms to kill time..
cos today's manager is first time..as in i first time work with him..
his name Teddy..and Lance crew..both also from phillp..

took some pic during working time..
find it nice so take..anyway when i take there was zero customer..
so ya~ i nv anyhow ugh..



jus in front of the door..
okie lar..a bit far ugh..but i find it cute ^^
so yup yup~ that is all for today at work..

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now is something that is not abt work..
im like starting to become more and more paranoid..
and my illness which is call..double personally is getting more and more serous..

i thought im okie but actually im getting worst..
Lol..dont know how to cure but jus hope it wont get much more worst ^^
i need find a paranoid gf..more paranoid then me..to keep me not paranoid..haha XD
so lame~ omg~ im so scare..

wed is going to take the exam..
the things they teach on sat and sunday..i jus cant get it into my mind..
DIE..i dont want re-take..

oh ya~ i've finish watching Absolute Boyfriend..
how i wish i can have a Absolute Girlfriend..although only i will die..
and no family..but i think is the only thing can be more paranoid then me =X

Today was the last day to have fun or maybe work or maybe you can put it as learn tgt..
with who..? o.O? of cos that will be Shikin and Ida ^^
as usual Shikin and Ida walk so slowly..
we was late to return after lunch time..

today went KFC but i didnt take pic..cos i was damn hungry..
haha XD so ya~ but we are going to take our Exam for the course ytd and today..
on this coming wed which is on 24th June 2009 at 10am..

everyone please do pray for me that i can pass..
cos i dont want re-take the course again..
not say the during the course is sux or what..
is jus dont want waste time..i want move on..as fast as i can..

didnt take any pic for today..dont know why..lazy or maybe i start to lose my-self once again..
went back with Shikin and Ida by train..but i drop at Bishan..
then took the bus to the shopping centre..dont know how to spell the name..

went had my dinner with Des and John..
have a small chat and i ate 2bowls..
and bOo~ im home here blogging abt it ^^

oh ya..during the course there was a paper abt self-confidence..
and it says 50marks your self-confidence just nice if i didnt rmb wrongly..
and guess how much i get ^^
33marks..Shikin and Ida was like how can be 33marks only..
so funny lar..im like a small kid..so confuse..why cant be 33marks le..

so ya~ im still have the low self-confidence as always..
haiz..i only find one thing Lawernce say was right..
ppl with low self-confidence is becos since young no one ever say any good things abt them..
is always bad things or things that make them think they are useless and all..

although i not totally have no one that thinks that im nice since i was a kid..
but the most important person that i wanted most to think that im good..
he didnt..and he didnt give me what a kid should have..
somethings jus dont need say much..so ya thats all for today ^^

today went for the course at HQ of The Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf..
is by the WDA..although things that they teach i already know and done before..
but there is still things for me to learn..

things that i can learn and put into good use ^^
although i cant really use all or maybe everything that they teach..
but that is a Perfect thing i can learn ^^

saw Ida and Shikin too..
they also came for the course..so happy to see them again..
cos dont need go down J8 to see them XD

pics took during the lesson and lunch time~

left side is Ida and on the right is Shikin ^^

took this during Lunch at Mac ^^

i also forget which pic is use Ida's phone take de..
cos they say my phone take them so ugly in the pic..
but they all look the same to me XD

and guess who is this..haha XD
didnt style my hair..so ugly lar..omg~
dont ask me who's hand is that..a girl i dont really know..and she was like joining in the fun..

after the course went down Orchard Central to check it out..
starting Shereen ask me to work..
but then dont need ler..so yup yup~

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so tired but the drama Absolute Boyfriend is seriously nice..
after so much i watch i want cry through out the show..
although is about a girl that is looking for her real love..

but the rebot - Night Kun is starting to have human's feelings..
in other words..he is changing to become like a human..
all the love, hates and care..

and because of that they want to destroy Night Kun..
and she didnt even care how much he have done for her..just because she thinks that he is a robot..
damn she..and she is falling in love with her Chief..

hate this part man..
why the person or ppl that is in love cant have or be with the person they love..
WHY..!i! kill me please..how i wish i can have my Absolute Girlfriend..!i!

OMG~ I WANT BE IN LOVE AGAIN..!i!
I WANT FIND MY LOVE AGAIN..!i!

hmmm~ i also forget what really happen for the pass 2days..

anyway this are the few pics of the Orchard Central Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf ^^
and this Flower was given by the Orchard Central's ppl i think..



then ytd went out with my working frenz..
hope this outing will have a good time working with them ^^
have some pic of them ^^

dont know how to spell their name..maybe next time ba..haha XD

today at work still the same..
not much customer..
and today supporting have a crew from Junction 8 come over to do closing de..
but he/she didnt show up..so end up the tall guy doing closing..

and tml is me and him only..hope he will show up..
and so far i cannot recall i saw him before..
hope he know how to do closing ^^ if not i'll die..

today we have alot chatting time..
and i dont think im those hot temp guy right..
but seriously when i was talking with the tall guy i almost feel like giving him a punch..
he is like finding trouble with me..gosh~

anyway we have talk things out so ya~
i think we'll be fine ^^
is seriously hard to put different store ppl in a store..
so yup~ that is all for today..

hope tml i can wake up early before Toilet Paper's lunch time..
cos i always didnt make it to wake up..
so yup~ im going slp early tonight ^^ no games for me =(

First day at Orchard Central..
hmmm~ dont know how to say..not busy but a bit too cold~
as in quiet..maybe first day ba..

today so many big boss came down..so hard to work im telling you..
cos there is alot crew but little customers..
and the big bosses is like watching you..

so ya~ this is all ba..nth much to blog abt..
but today saw Karen, Toshin, Amber, Daphne and Des..
they all came down..but different time ^^
although is not come to see me..but im so happy to see them again ^^

miss you guys so much T_T
but i hear there will be alot changes..so is like i can no longer go back and work with you guys ler..
so sad right =(

today also saw Kim..she came over work O.T
cos everyone thought today will be so busy..
but anyway here's the joke starts..

Shereen was telling Kim go say hi to our biggest boss over there..
cannot so rude..then she was like aiya~ dont need lar..
then i was saying this "kim you go there hit his head then say : hey hey yo yo~ "
then after he knock his head you both will do the hip hop ppl's hand movement and both say yO~

hmmm~ saying this joke in words is not that funny..
but seriously after i say..everyone's face is as red as babu's butt..
haha XD hmmm~ thats all for today ba..hope tml i go work no one will talk abt what happen today..
no matter good or bad =X

hmmm~ tml going start work lor..
today nth much to blog abt..jus went down Junction 8 the last time to see my smile =)
cos its far away from my hse..and i dont think i will go down..
unless there is sth i need go there for..

yup yup..this were the ppl working tonight ^^
and the place..i guess i just have to view them through my pics..

hmmm~ i know is wrong to take other ppl..
but this guy is such a idiot..try act so cool..and he act in a way that all the girls wants him badly..
and you know what i hear when i feel that way..
he was shouting for his mommy what to take..
omg~ kill me..i think im million times better then him okie~ haha XD

before i decided to go Junction 8 i was at the station..
was sitting there for quite awhile..then 2 ppl also sitting there and pei me..
haha XD but they sat there longer..nth to do so took their pics..
sorry my bad..please dont kill me ^^

omg~ if i didnt hear wrongly..this show "Absolute Boyfriend" will be on tv every Friday 11.30pm
and i cant watch it..so i went to Youtube to watch first..
only the first Episode i want cry already..
is a girl that cant have a real love..but im so touch..so long nv cry..
but i didnt cry lar..cos i still cant cry..only eyes is wet..
but please watch this..is DAMN nice..
wonder who will this girl pick..but robot is still a robot..poor him =(

today nth to blog abt..
so..yup~ thats all haha XD

tml off..so sad off on a monday..can die..
cos gonna work 6days straight le..
tuesday Orchard Central then open..

hope i will have the feel of working there as i always feel when i working at Junction 8
may god bless me ^^

tml going to HQ for lesson..
and guess what is part 2 for the lesson..Lol..
so weird..i only go on the second part..dont know whether this still count i complete..?
haha XD hope i not monday off..
cos Daphne say Tuesday then Orchard Central opens..

really dont want monday off..that sux..
and wonder how will my life be when i work there..kinda miss Junction 8's ppl..
today took a pic of Karen ^^

but she was looking at John's phone instead mine..so bad..
she is the best manager i work with..
cos she is a bit lazy..and she seldom care much abt us ^^
so to me is i can have loads of spaces for me to show my skills..
not because i want do things that cannot do..

cos if working with other manager..maybe..
i say maybe ugh..they work longer then me..so of cos they are better..then they will think i sure cannot make it..so would have more look out for me ^^ is a show of care..

but so far..i think im getting better then getting worst in there..
although only the crew there think im good at handling customers..
or ways i make the customers feel easy..but im still happy..
at least my skill is able to let others saw..

but i believe when the time the managers want see it..
i surely unable to cope..and i will spoil everything..haha XD
weak me..


***** My Joke Of The Day *****

oh ya..almost forgot..
this is damn funny i think..haha XD
this girl..which everyone calls her ah lian..i think she just start learning EB ( Espresso and Brew )
and suddenly got alot ppl order EB drinks instead IB ( Ice Blended )
and i was doing the IB then ah lian doing the EB and John was helping her..

she suddenly shout my name and ask me save her..Lol..
damn funny..then John was like wth face to ah lian..then i also was like wth..
John worked 2yrs ( i think ) and she never ask John to help instead ask me who is just a month old in Coffee Bean..damn funny..then i was like telling her how can she be so rude..

i dont know how to explain..but seriously if you were there..look at our face..
damn FUNNY..

going to work soon lor..
feel so shit..why i have the girl most powerful skill..being paranoid..
haiz..lucky im a guy..if not i could be worst..haha XD

i now going prepare for work ler..
Toilet Paper dui bu qi..
always make you angry and sad..
but im born with this skill is really hard for me to control it..

i also dont know when you will have the chance to read this post..
but i still will say..cos this is the only place for me to voice out..

how i wish i am still a small kid..when the time everything was so smooth..
hate to grow up..
want forever be a small kid where there is nth i need to care and think abt..
it sux..want lie in a warm arms where i can just do whatever i like and want..
haiz..kill me please..

when can i find the Happiness that leads me to my Success..?
where everything is smooth for me..and nth will stands me my way to what i want..
i need the power..the power of Love or just the power of Might..

bOo~ Fire Power by Night at the Museum 2

hey yO~
im back ^^ to Junction 8 hehe..
many days didnt blog cos was busy ^^
miss me right =X

lets start with today..today suppose to go Orchard Central but i got Shereen's call at 12noon and i was told to go Junction 8..i was still slping and when i full awake i was thinking was it a dream =X

so yup~ this week still at Junction 8
reach there Toshin was saying " see you cant leave us..you have to come back here "
Lol..say until i cant wait to leave Junction 8 but anyway working where is not the point..
is the ppl that must be nice to work with ^^

omg~ i forget how to spell her name..anyway i was taking this pic..then the YEO WEN HUI also taking.. but her phone have the red light..haha XD
and this is the YEO WEN HUI..everyone there calls her ah lian.. right side she is Zalyn if i not right..i mean the spelling.. she keep calling me small boy..where got small boy so handsome right..haha XD
okie..hmmm~ i went out on thusday..after set up at Orchard Central..
catch a movie " Ghost of Girlfriend Past " beside Orchard Central..
i tell you ugh..when i was working..that stupid Tony say i spoiling The Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf Logo lar..
i last touch means i make spoil..i tell him not me then he reply me " ya lar..i make spoil de not you "
small kid lar..omg~ so old ler still act cute..
seriously lor..inside Coffee Bean ugh..all male only treat female nice..
always kena scold by male..damn suay..


and i realise that manager..when i know how to spell then i will put..
he like ask me do what he want me to do even thought im doing something..
or maybe he is trying to pick on me again..but anyway..
i dont want find trouble..so i just take it he is like this..

okie..i was saying i went catch a movie after my work at Orchard Central..
with the Toilet Paper ^^ and we went to had dinner tgt..
at the Pasta Maniac ( how do you spell that..? )

this is what i ate on that night ^^ Spicy Chicken and this is what she ate but i dont know how to spell it =( she say it taste sux..

omg~ i've end my 2nd of my long off days =(
one more to go before i go back to work..
today i bought my new BAG ^^
with some help of cos..cmi when im alone..haha XD


is not a girl's bag..is jus i dont know how to take the pic~
bought this at Bugis Street and then went to Clementi to meet mommy for dinner~

and she drive to Bukit Temah if i didnt spell wrongly..
i also dont know what shop or restaurant is that..?

nvm hear before..haha XD
and i was the one buying the bills..cos im suppose to treat mommy eat when i get my pay..
so yup~ this was my treat to her ^^

look at this man..
does this look a lot to you o.O? for just 4 person..
no right..i think is not even enough haha XD

now i'll tell you who ate what ^^
although i didnt took their pics..cos they all wear too simple..
and i didnt tell my mommy i've got a blog..later she kill me cos she once again was the last 1 to know =X

this is mine ^^ Espresso and it SUX cmi to the limit..


all this above is all mine ^^ lazy to put down the names ^^ anyway they all taste like..
im speechless..i think you should know what i mean~


this is what mommy ate jus now ^^
never ask what was this but is a Pasta if you can see ^^
i bet its not that nice also..cos the stupid shop was an hour to their closing..
they just sux..

this is what mommy's bf order..
some chicken thingy with cheese on the top..

and this what what the person that pei me go buy my bag ate ^^
i think this is chicken chop ba..haha XD


and then this is my mommy's car..small small de..
but the person beside the car is not my mommy ^^

so long never go out with mommy ler ^^ and today i did..
dont know when is the next time to go out with mommy again =(

today start off with a word..bad..
cos im not being wanted from the time i woke up till the time i go out..
damn sad to feel not being wanted you know..

haiz dont say ler..makes me so sad..
but at least the night time was good ^^
but when i reach home it went back to bad..cos that Toilet Paper slp and nv let me know..
and then she call me to sms her again..but end up..haiz..dont say ler..

how long does this have to carry on..

please listen to my blog song..maybe you will understand =S
i dont even understand this song lar..Lol..anyhow only =X

ytd nth much to post abt so didnt blog..
haiz..this 3days is worst then having 1day off..
i cant even find anyone to pei me lar..i got so much things to buy but there is no one there for me..

pick and fetch her up and down..meet for 1hour and i have to rot for 3 to 4 hours..
today can meet ler..but she not free..damn~
i got my off i got my pay..but there is no one for me..

im speechless now..dont know is sad or happy~
im going out ALONE now..gotta walk out there on the street and let everyone to laugh at..
why this person so lonely have to go out alone..

not in the mood now..F up off day i ever had..

i've end my last day of work at Junction 8..
feel kinda sad..cos is my last day at there..
but i think i will go down if i've something near there ^^

Miss you guys & girls ^^

didnt have the chance to took all their pic but is all inside my mind..

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gonna spent my off days at home ba..
haiz..today im in such a lousy mood..face black black..and i make her angry again..
i just really dont get it why must we hide..?
if 2 person in love with each other..then why must care what others think or see..

nvm..maybe is not what i think..
if she dont get me in time..i seriously will give up..cos i really dont feel i've been wanted..
im so confuse..so blurr..so arh~
can you just control me..keep me comfort in your arms..
i feel so helpless and hopeless in a blank..

God save me..teach me..help me..stop putting me into hell~
what wrong have i done for God sake~

Toilet Paper i tell you i'll do it when i reach home ^^
and this is it..

3 Things I won't Forget abt you :

• Your shampoo smell ^^
• The times you show sweet and caring part of you ^^
• Your Kiss =X

1 Thing i thought when i first get to know you :

• i didnt even think when i first get to know you..dont know how to answer~

Name i want call you :

• Laopo

I save your name in my phone as :

• this question i dont think you want me answer right ^^

The word/s that best describe you :

• Hmmm~ when there is no but just you and me..you really show me what love is..
• when you are at or ppl you may bang into us..you are such a stranger to me..

I want be your :

• the only guy that you will think, love, have fun, share your pain/sadness, live, marry, family and die with ^^

What do i like in you :

• things that i cant find from others ^^

What do i want change in you :

• if i would want change you then you are no longer the person i love =X

i've reply to your sms ler ^^
today is a damn dirty day at work..and a damn tiring day for me..
today i so-call solo the Food station~

although is not much orders..but seriously it has already killed me..haha XD
lucky Daphne came in to save me ^^
if not i wont be here to blog ^^

2nd last day at Junction 8 feel kinda sad cos im gotta miss you guys T_T
but i believe we will meet again someday =X

today im happy ^^ most of the customers finish the food i made ^^
but i swear to God the kitchen is like a mess~
i see also cmi ( cannot make it )
why i so dirty~ then i came out and there is a new girl working..

she is also making a mess outside ^^ haha XD
but i was like Eeee~ so dirty..ya lar..i know my side also dirty lar..
anyway..tml last day..hope i can take all their pics~

and i have to clear my off's before going to Orchard Central..
sobsob T_T want keep it for my birthday and Toilet paper's birthday..
cos i want to be there when she is happy ^^

but anyway..today woke up earlier to find her..
had lunch and i went home took a nap =X

today is my off day yea~ but is a very tiring day..
gosh~ worst then working..and im suppose to buy my working pants and new bag and cut my hair..
but there is a very tiny little small problem and everything have to wait..
haiz..but today spent so much..i feel so heart pain..

going no money again =(
today went meet toilet paper( chinese word ) for lunch de..but she have some problem..
and i went down just for a drink that only last 10mins..

and i took cab home cos i wanted go home and in need for toilet..
and it cost me $9 from Bedok to my hse opposite..
then i fall aslp and was late for meeting her as in fetch her..

but she also haven leave so in the end jus nice..
then we decided to have our dinner at Pizza Hut ^^
as we was walking towards there..we saw an old man ( scammer ) and he say he just had an operation for his leg..and he didnt bring his wallet..and he is hungry..cant walk back..cos far..
ask me to give him $2..anyway at that point of time i already know is a lie..
but i still give..and at the very next second after we walk off..
the toilet paper turn back and he was gone..Lol..

damn funny lar..just had an operation..dotz..
this are the pic i took when we are inside the Pizza Hut ^^

Soup Of The Day ^^

Chicken Meat Ball Pasta ^^

Hawaiie Pizza ^^ nice right..

ppl there only a few is good..but is more then enough..
as in friendly..
damn sweet im telling you..although is different from my other ex r/s
but is just so sweet ^^ although today didnt go as my plan..
but i think is all worth it ^^

Toilet Paper..i didnt write your name ugh ^^